Sunday, June 8, 2008

Beautiful day, thunder and showers in Charlotte's world

Even though it's bright and cheerful outside, I feel a storm brewing in my world. Andrew is leaving today for LA...and yes, I can already see you sighing of how ridiculous that is but for me, I dread driving him to the airport, I dread saying goodbye, I dreaded waking up this morning, I dread every little minute that passes by. All this stress for 5 days! Sigh...
A few days ago, Mr. Lee, Brooke and Brittany's dad, asked if Andrew's leaving would be my challenge of the trip...and of course, I bravely told him it was no big deal, it happened to us all the time. But little did he know, I had been dreading this moment since I first heard about this trip, when we were in LA.
But, now...the time has come and I have to suck it up and be brave. Tell myself I am being ridiculously stupid and it is ONLY 5 days. And, work will be busy so I will be busy. And I will be ok...I will survive...I will be ok...I will survive.

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